I Remember You

Posted by admin on July 4th, 2008 filed in Embracing Autism

I am here in Dagupan right now. I went back here yesterday morning because I had a number of papers to fix since I will be working in Makati starting on Monday.

When I arrived, the house was too quiet. I am not really used with the silence. I used to catch my brother either watching tv, playing with his yaya or simply listening to the radio everytime I arrive home from school or other activities.

Sleeping alone in my bed was also a big adjustment. Carlo has his own routines that I embraced for the past few years. He is simply a part of me. He was my stress boy as I would hug him soooo tight whenever I am lonely and I kiss him when I feel unloved. I spoil him like a brat when I have money because he really loves to eat. Sulit na sulit ang pera ko sa kanya.

Ate Virgie called lola up this afternoon and she informed her about Carlo’s developments. I am happy for my brother but I do really miss him. Oo, alam ko gasgas na yung katagang “I Miss You Carlo” dito sa blog na ito, pero totoo.. I really miss you, Carlo.


6 Responses to “I Remember You”

  1. Kittymama Says:
    July 4th, 2008 at 3:11 pm

    Just last night, I peppered my Alphonse with kisses, the way a mom would a toddler or a baby, not a 13-year-old boy. So I can totally relate with the way you hug and kiss your brother. :-) I think it’s their innocence that makes them seem and feel all cuddly like young children, when in fact, they (Carlo and my Alphonse) are not.
    It’s hard to miss someone you love, but just know that as much as you love Carlo, there are also other people in your life who love you. Your big heart is a blessing to many.

  2. dimaks Says:
    July 6th, 2008 at 4:17 am

    sometimes being away is good. we appreciate more the essence of togetherness. have a nice weekend Mica!

  3. julie Says:
    July 7th, 2008 at 10:40 pm

    Mica,it is good that you are able to get invited to go to these autism seminars/forums, at least, you are able to tell your experiences to others where they can learn from you and you from them too.

    Have a great week :)

  4. admin Says:
    July 13th, 2008 at 2:14 am

    @Kittymama – I agree with you. I kiss and cuddle my brother as if he’s only two years old hehe :) I even call him as my “baby brother” instead of brother :D

    @dimaks – I agree but being away that long can sometimes make you feel sad and emotional.

    @julie – I wasn’t able to attend at the pampanga event though i am looking forward to attending future seminars and forums:)

  5. rimewire Says:
    July 20th, 2008 at 4:24 pm

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    nakakamiss nga yan, aw

    may naalala tuloy ako

    hakhak

    elyens

    XXXxx

  6. admin Says:
    July 21st, 2008 at 1:46 pm

    May sibling ka rin na special child?

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